I'm on fire!

;)

working working working

gaaah :)) At least there will be money in my pocket. ;)

what what what?????

I wish I had more time to meet y'all, but this week will be hard, as I will be working a lot. I will try to update this blog, but I am not very inspired at the moment. Sorry.

Darn it, I hate not knowing....

1000 visits!!

I just passed the 1000 visits mark since 10th of June :))

Meaning I have an average of 21 readers per day. Not too bad coming from a blog that isn't updated regularly and doesn't fill a purpose, LOL.

RL impact

We've all thaught about it; how does my second life impact my first life? There are many answers to that. For me, there are examples like I've become bolder in contacts, I dance more boldly (even more...), I know about more cultural differences and I have increased my knolage in certain languages.

But there is one thing I couldn't forsee. It's about this being black thing again. In SL I usually connect with any black avatar I come upon, if only for a simple "HI" or an invite to the group africa live!

But in RL I can't do that.... they are just as scarce in my RL as in SL, and everytime I see one I feel a connection there... from my side. Ofcourse they don't feel the same, cuz I'm blond and very ordinary here. I can't just walk up and say "HI".... so what do I do? I stare! "Not good", I remind myself and look the other way... not good either! The person in question probably don't even notice my behaviour, still I think "omg I'm insulting him/her!!"

It is quite a strange feeling! I wish I had some black RL friends, I think maybe these wierd feelings would go away then...

*giggles* I can't even explain it, it's wierd.

GAAH, I wish I really was black!

Pictures

After working over 24 hours irl I don't have the stamina for a long blog entry.... here's just a few pictures of what I'm doing right now; enjoying quiet time at saminaka.

Africa live! At Estings

Hey, all you ppl out there that knows me, you know I have a soft spot for africa, right? So I'm in this group called africa live! (yeah the explenation point is in the name^^) I have done a few pieces in my blog about it (look in archive) as well as promoting it in comments in other blogs. But, I don't want you to forget about it, so here's a picture just for the fun of it ^^.

Artemisia and me. I don't think she noticed that I was there though, so here's a picture to proove it. :D

(look, I'm advancing in Gimp, both round corners and blurry edging) :p