Monday, June 29, 2009

Why my avatar is black

I get that question a lot. I don't hide the fact that I, irl, am just a very plain swedish. Witch usually means white (or at summers, pink) and fair haired. Some people find that odd. In fact the wierdest comments I've gotten are from italians, for some reason. Probably a coincidence, or maybe something to do with their wierd president ;)) Quite a few of them has said something like "oh you are very unique, most people in SL tries to make them selves more beautiful than in RL"

I think that is really funny, because in my eyes, that is exactly what I've done! My avatar is far more beautiful than my RL self. But I guess for an italian guy, blond is more exotic.

For me, as long as I can remember, a black woman has been my ideal. Don't ask me why, but I can't think of anything more beautiful. (ok I know, I'm generalizing now) Ok sure, the black guys are handsome, but the women are stunning!

So that's the first and simple reason my avatar is black; I wanna be beautiful.

Then, after that, other reasons has grown from my cheast. For example, there are too few black avatars in SL. In my early days I searched and searched everywhere I could think of to find them. It was really hard. There were lots of white dudes with black dreads though, lol.

After a while, I got involved with Africa Live, and gradually my interest started to include also the continent Africa. I have been interested in africa before in my life, ever since i read this book as a child about africa. But now in SL it is starting to bloom. I hear so many great stories, I meet people who's accually living there, and everything intrigues me, fascinates me.

I've learned so much, and yet I know so little. And as you all know, the more you learn, the more you know how little you really know.

So come on friends! Teach me MORE! :D

5 comments:

  1. NOW you said something really wise Puff :)

    I usually tell people a little story from my schooldays way back in the sixties when one morning I came to school and was so excited because I had seen the most beautiful girl in the world on TV the night before - Miriam Makeba singing on Berns

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHxkiXALQjU

    NOBODY understood me.. but I´m sure you all do now when you see that clip!!

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  2. Hi Puffy & Apmel,

    It's probably because of Mama Miriam that I am in Africa now for 12 years.

    I was in Tunis and I saw the poster - Miriam Makeba will perform at a local art festival. WOW - I had to check the ticket a million times to believe that I was gonna see her. When the time came I went to the show - alone. It didn't bother me - I was in some kind of a happiness cloud hehe - something took me right next to the stage - the seats there were for VIPs - but the guy checking tickets let me in so I was right in the first row! And there she was ...and then I don't remember much lol - but I feel just to see her and be in her presence - gave so much more meaning to my life .... and I still feel like that today after about 14 years.

    When I was 19 I lost my mom. When I see mothers like Mama Africa - I feel - I have my mom back a bit :) I am grateful to her and to the continent for showing me so much beauty about life.

    Thank you guys fo reminding me of this :))

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  3. Here is a song that I love - sung by her:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kDwijm_pd3k

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  4. aw, my friends, thank you! I get surprised every time when I happen to write something that hits a string in someone. You can never know how things will be recieved.

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  5. what else can i say .. everything is allready told .. from you all .. Annah .. puff .. apmel .. Be all blessed .. and be sure im feel soo warm heart .. when having to read such a wise words ... and can believe in life .. in human beings .. we are .. all.... through all the world on our planet and SL is great to have brought us together even from here where i am actually ..xoxoxooxo to all MINE .. WE ARE THE WORLD .. WE ARE THE CHILDREN .... ..

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